“The commander of a starship should not lurk.”
Saavik arched a mock
reproving eyebrow at Amanda. “And the
lady of one of Vulcan’s most honorable houses should not be away from her
guests.”
Amanda actually snorted at
that and joined Saavik in the protective shadows of the archway. She rubbed the sore spot in the center of
her forehead and sighed. “I hate social
functions.”
Saavik’s eyebrow lifted. “And yet you bonded with an ambassador?”
Amanda grimaced. “Point.
I thought when Sarek postponed attending the diplomatic function last
night, this might get cancelled as well.”
She gave Saavik a mother’s glower.
“Why aren’t you out there suffering with me?”
Saavik eyed the house stones
of the robed crowd again. The grand room at Amanda’s estate was filled with
them. Even from her safety position in
the archway outside the hall, she could see them. “Distance does not inversely
affect sympathetic responses.”
“Chicken.”
“I am hardly a member of the Terran species Gallus domesticus.”
Amanda tried to smother a
grin. “I have missed you.”
Saavik dipped her head in
acknowledgment. “So you said
yesterday. The sentiment has been
mutual.”
“Can you stay long?”
Saavik eyed the crowd. “I should not.”
Amanda sighed. “I mean on leave.”
“Ah.” Saavik’s gaze shifted away from Amanda’s
blue eyes. “And what does the
ambassador say?”
Amanda suddenly frowned. “You two argued again, didn’t you?”
Saavik stilled. “I would prefer to call it a profound
irreversible difference of opinion.”
“Damn it!”
Saavik gave the other a firm
glower. “That is not an appropriate
vocalization for someone such as you.”
Amanda’s blue eyes narrowed
dangerously. “Saavik--”
Saavik sighed. “I will apologize.” Then her jaw firmed. “But I will not alter my position.”
Amanda gave the ceiling a
pleading look. “Why is every Vulcan
in my life so stubborn?”
Saavik answered dryly, “I believe ‘karma’ could be construed as a
possible causal factor.”
Amanda shook her finger at
Saavik, but smiled. “You are trying to
distract me.”
“Did it succeed?”
“Are you going to tell me
what this one was over?”
Saavik’s humor drained out of
her eyes. “No.”
“Why not?”
Saavik gave Amanda a very
pointed look. Her eyebrows lifted. “That bad?”
Saavik glanced away. “He does not hold his son in high regard.”
Amanda blinked and then a
delighted smile curved her lips. “He
told you everything about the bonding agreement?”
Saavik’s head snapped back
around. “You agree with this?”
Amanda’s chin lifted, and she
met Saavik’s severe disapproval with calm control. “I do.”
“Upon first hearing Sarek
arranged this agreement, you opposed it.”
“I illogically made a
judgment without knowing all the arrangement’s details. I did not know the woman involved. I changed my opinion when I heard it was
you. May I point out that when Sarek
first discussed this, you approved?”
“Like you, I did not know I
was involved. My judgment has
changed since learning that fact.”
“Your judgment is wrong.”
Saavik’s eyes glittered. “I had thought you would be different.”
Amanda slipped in front of
her, forcing her attention. “Do you or do you not feel anything for my son?”
Saavik virtually gathered her
control for a long moment and then turned away. “We will not have this
conversation.”
Amanda’s face eased. “I thought so.”
Saavik gave her a dark look
over her shoulder. “He deserves someone
more appropriate, someone who is--”
Amanda gave her the look
right back. “I am quite aware of what
my son needs. As is Sarek.”
“I disagree.”
Amanda stepped closer. “Your heart tells us otherwise.”
The stiffness around Saavik’s
mouth deepened. “My lack of proper
discipline should not--”
“It is called ‘love’.”
Saavik stopped.
Amanda smiled gently. “It is not a statement of your lack,
dear one.”
The younger woman was silent
a long moment. Then her eyes grew
pained and she moved close to Amanda.
“I am not... certain... ”
Amanda took Saavik’s hands in
her own and held them tightly. “Spock
chooses you.”
Saavik stepped so close they
were almost touching, her eyes probing Amanda’s so mercilessly that it almost
burned. They stood that way a long time
and then suddenly Saavik looked away.
“You... believe this.”
Amanda heard the quiet awe in
the other’s soft tones. She shook her
head. “What is it about all of this
that you find so hard to accept? You
choose him, he chooses you. Yesterday,
Sarek listed the qualities of the woman he had in mind, and you agreed she – you
– had every quality Spock wants and needs! If you want, I could give the list
of what you need. Want to hear
it? You’ll be pleased to note that Spock fits it very well.”
The lines around Saavik’s
mouth grew hard, making Amanda shake her head wearily. “You have never been one for hope.”
“You may attribute it to my
birth.”
Amanda looked at her
steadily. “You will accept?”
The way Saavik’s eyes took in
the crowd made a pang run through Amanda’s heart. “I have nothing to bring him.
Or his family.” She looked at
Amanda curiously. “I know that we are
friends, as Spock and I are, and friends are often honor bound to overlook
certain... flaws. But I fail to see why
the ambassador would seek this agreement.”
Amanda smiled teasingly. “He simply can’t resist impossible
negotiations.”
“Amanda...”
Amanda sobered. “He is very fond of you.”
That got both of Saavik’s
eyebrows up. “I find that... extremely
difficult to believe.”
“Even from me?”
Saavik frowned, still
thinking of Sarek. “We have only begun
speaking in recent years.” She gave
Amanda an arched look. “And as approximately
eighty-seven point three percent of our conversations involve subject
disagreement, I would hardly call that a good development.”
“Debating is not the same
thing as arguing, and you know it.”
“We argue.”
“You debate.”
They locked gazes until those
hard lines melted in Saavik and Amanda laughed. “You are as stubborn as the lot of us.” She became serious. “I
want you to stay in my home.”
Saavik frowned, puzzled. “I am currently residing in your home for
the duration of my shore leave.”
“You imp, I mean permanently!”
“That would hardly be conducive
to domestic peace.”
“Peace,” said a deep tone
behind them, “is not the object of our intent.” Sarek inclined his head to Amanda and then focused dark eyes
entirely on Saavik. “Our intent is a daughter.”
Saavik could only stare at
him.
Sarek’s chin lifted
slightly. “I have improved
significantly in my fathering... since Spock was a child.” He looked at Amanda. “You did inform her of this, my wife?”
Amanda kept her face
perfectly in control. “Of course.”
Satisfied, Sarek turned back
to Saavik. His dark gaze studied her thoughtfully. “Perhaps you prefer to garner a better family in your making a
match?”
“No! I--” She stopped,
gathering her words. “I know of none better.”
Sarek flicked a gratified
look at Amanda. “Then if you have no
difficulty accepting Amanda and I, perhaps then your discomfort is with our
son. You would select a better
consort?”
Saavik’s eyes widened and her
gaze snapped back to Sarek’s. “No! I--”
He calmly raised an
eyebrow. “Then logically, I fail to see
the cause for your resistance.”
Saavik looked at Amanda in a
silent plea. She only received a sweet
smile back.
“I–it is--” She looked back
up at him with pained eyes, “sir, I am... lacking.”
Sarek looked at Amanda
sternly. “Who has informed her so?”
She winced. “Life in general. She has,” Amanda added ruefully, “amazing retentive abilities.”
He studied Saavik very
quietly with keen eyes and then straightened.
When he opened his mouth, it was in the tone that had commanded rulers
of worlds. “You will give obedience to
your Elder.”
He had Saavik’s surprised
attention instantly.
“Logic dictates that when a
parent sees a child about to commit an erroneous choice, the parent must
override that child’s decision for her own protection. As you do not have a father to perform this
duty, under the law of Vulcan to maintain proper order, I hereby accept the
responsibilities of the position through the rite of familial bonding.”
Her eyes widened, completely
taken aback.
He turned to Amanda. “My wife, would you please carry my
congratulations to our son? I believe
his new comm code has already been recorded in our main computer.”
Amanda beamed. She bowed to both of them and disappeared
into the crowd.
Saavik turned disbelieving
eyes on Sarek. “You...”
He folded his hands in front
of him, calm and sure. “I believe I informed you before that I would attend
your bonding.”1
“You said I would agree!”
He looked at her
steadily. “You do.”
Saavik closed her mouth
before shifting arguments. “I want to
make my own choice for bondmate.”
His eyebrow rose gently. “You already have. I did not interfere with your choice, only in your denial of its
fulfillment.” He watched her
curiously. “You would prefer otherwise?”
They stood silently in the
shadows of the archway.
“May I ask why?” she said
quietly after a while, watching the crowd.
She straightened her shoulders.
His dark eyes glinted. “It will lead to a rather... warm...
discussion.”
Saavik glanced at him, then a
slow return glint mirrored his in her eyes.
“And the ambassador of Vulcan believes he will lose?”
An eyebrow rose. He held out his arm correctly. “May I have the honor of introducing my
daughter to these distinguished guests?”
1
As seen in “Triads” by Marla, currently in revision
and therefore not on the web.